ONCE AGAIN,

SHE MANAGES TO MAKE ME LOSE IT COMPLETELY.

TWO EMOTIONALLY UNSTABLE FEMALES ALONE UNDER ONE ROOF
SPELLS DISASTER

as u'll know last fri was a black friday...and there were lots of parties going on at night...but ya know, partying on a black friday mayb isnt a gd idea...
someone from UT died the next day....and is one of kelly's frens....damn tragic alright! it was even on the news...
apparently he got reallly drunk and took a taxi home at bout 3am...and omg, clearly he was WAY TOO DRUNK, while the taxi was still driving on the expressway, he opened the door and fell out....
next day on valentines he was in a coma...
and the next day, he passed away...
and guess what, he's only 19...illegal to drink in the first place!
it's so traumatizing when someone u've seen b4 leaves all of a sudden...
hope his parents and loved ones are gonna be alright...
proves to us just how much we should cherish our own lives....

so dears, promise me u'll would never party on a black friday, or just don't get urself so drunk!!!! esp not while u're underage!!!!

yt! aww, ur prev post's really sweet (: (: (:
thank you so much
u 2 are always on my mind too...and most likely why i'm so so homesick...haha
so
HAPPY HEARTS DAY to my 2 dearest frens <3
love you always!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we'll always be LOVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

april2

sighs i know the 2 of you are like quite sad now, but today's valentine's day! and i just want to say how much i love you two and i'm so glad i went to OEPS and not some prestigious primary school because i found the 2 of you in OEPS. and i know no matter what the 2 of you are going through now, i can't take away your pain, neither can i totally understand how you two feel. but you two are constantly on my mind, and pray really hard to God that you two will feel happier soon. SHERRI APRIL YITONG forever (:

and no, april, you do not look old.

ok i have a stupid thing to whine about. i look terrible in photos ):

sherri, nevermind bout my terrible state of mind for now, but are YOU alright?

read ur blog post a lil while ago, and can't help but worry!
what's going on between the 2 of u?
i've not seen u online for so long, make sure u're alright k...
don't make me go depressed even more dear
it really hurts to see u sinking deeper and deeper in this situation
and even tho there's no way i can interfere, pls pls pls continue to stay strong.
No matter what, you are still blessed,
stay happy always (:

really hope to see u online soon~

love ya'll lots,
april

All of a sudden no one's by my side.
It's forcing me to grow up, Fast.
But i am already at the brink of breaking down.
losing it completely.
Or maybe simply 'Homesick' ?

I have no idea how much longer i can take it before i blow up right infront of her. I'm so sorry, never did i mean to disrespect her, but i just just just can't control my temper and keep it all together anymore. I just can't.
I know she misses my dad, her life back there and wants to go back soon....well so do I.
But why why why cant she ever think about how i feel too, do i have none to her?
why am i always the one she blames?
am i that immature as she thinks i am?
Won't she let me have a minute of feeling guilt-free for my decision?
She has no idea how bad i feel for putting her in this situation. She thinks that i'm taking it all for granted. I'm not! I do realise how fortunate i am, i really do!
I can't believe how foolish i was wanting to come back all these years. Thinking how happy i'd be. But apparently, as usual, things just don't go our way isnt it. Would it be better if she went back? Maybe?

'Are you ok?' you might ask.
No. I can't even pretend to respond 'yes, everything's fine' anymore.

Darls, I'm terribly sorry for flooding this blog with such unhappiness, but there's no other outlet for me to spill it all out.

april







silently screaming inside

OH MY GOSH,

can't help but ask u'll man...

DO I LOOK SO FREAKIN' OLD?!

not as in OLD old, but like looking some 18-20yr old instead of my supposedly 16 going on 17 look?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
everyone, i mean EVERYONE is so shocked when i tell them i'm 16...kelly's frens are like 'NO WAY! you're 16?! u look almost the same/older than me!'
sheesh....pffft....kinda gets on my nerves....i mean like, just imagine when i'm 21?!?! how old would i b looking like by then, 30?! i'd look like some old ah ma by age 40 T.T

so u 2, b honest and tell me, do i really not look 16/17??

is it the way i dress, the way i look or what???

tell me!!!

april2

sister and me with pretty orange lanterns :D


we were supposed to look like we were eating the oranges, but i look like i'm singing to it HAHAHAHA



ok my figure doesnt look flattering here, but the shirt is damn chio, srsly.




haha ok i was getting strangled by my dad in this photo, so i look very squashed. my sister's dress very nice right!





this was day one i think.. we were at our cousin's house.


yay ok for this post, the pictures shall do the talking (:


april i'll post a photo of me in rj uniform soon!

the grass is ALWAYS greener on the other side...
i've learnt my lesson now...
i was blind...
made a mistake...
but trying not to bear regrets...

i'm settling down, but my heart isnt...
it's taking longer than i thought....
it's so much harder than i thought...
i thought wrong...

hey hey girls ! yea yea...been SUPER long since i've updated anything bout my life here....
2 wks of sch has literally flown past....and hw's already mounting up!
it's crazy~!
ah, sch's been pretty boring...so far only made one fren, she's this really sweet blonde girl, but already 21 yrs old...darn it's like really hard for me to make frens over here ): ): it's like, everyone's older than me...esp in engineerin class i find...with nearly 3o big-sized guys surrounding me, a lil scary...so most of the days just eat lunch and study by myself in between classes..even tho sounds real loner and stuff, but it's nice just walking around and exploring the campus by urself (:

hmm...i dunno what's with the name Dena over here! i already know a Dena, Dana, Deana and a Dina -.- haha, it's such a common name!

haha, CNY was like as if nothing happened -.- but yest kelly did bring me to the Taiwanese international students association (TISA) CNY pot-luck event! was damn fun la!!!!! all the activities were just hilarious~

really eh...if ur'e not 18, there's quite a lot of things u cant do....many ppl when they find out i'm under 18, they're like 'OH...' and kinda surprised and stuff...

well, i'll just update a lil for now...yes, pics will b up 'SOON'...def before i go back to singapore XD
internet and TV will FINALLY b installed in my house on tues...so aft that, my life would b so much less miserable~~~

LOVE u'll lots,
april <3

to sherri: just follow ur heart and i believe u'll make a e right choice! stay strong like u've always been! love u girl <3
needing and longing for a shoulder to cry on~
i miss u'll so so much...

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY YT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hope this yr's birthday would b ultra-uber-super-fantastic!!!
missing u lots over here T.T
must tell me bout ur sexy 17 birthday celebrations ok!

much much love from ur dearest BFF somewhere in the world,
April <3

{ three musketeers }

April Twu
180492
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Sherri Goh
030692
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020292
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raffles instituition junior college

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