Thursday, August 27, 2009
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6:14 PM
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hello!
life's been stressful so far, i never seem to be able to catch up sighhh. and my study plans keep getting disrupted, which makes me feel really sorry towards the people i've agreed to go and study with :/
anyway, promos are coming really soon in about a month's time, and i'm really freaking scared ttm, because IM F-INGSCREWEDomg. like seriously ): and my mum is just being an ass comparing me with my cousins, and always nagging at me, and blaming me for not taking care of myself, and for being stupid, for getting involved in so much stuff and whatever shittz. and to top it all off, she keeps breathing down my neck for not doing housework. i feel like screaming in her face WAHLAUFUCKOFFLA. because seriously, i'm not freaking superwoman who can juggle so many things and i know i'm too involved in too many things, but it's not like i have any choice to pull out now so why can't she just be more supportive. i know i'm not the best daughter coz i don't do housework and i'm like always not around to help out but she isn't making things better, and she isn't giving me the motivation to be a better daughter because she just degrades me anyway. omg. ANGSTMUCH. argh.
and blogger has this weird font at the moment i hope that later when i post this post it won't be in a weird font too....
april i sincerely hope you're having a better time there than the shitty time i'm having now. argh.
/these little acts of love.
Friday, August 14, 2009
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1:15 AM
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hellos to my 2 dearest BFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFs!
ah, just got back to austin and had been super busyyyyyyyyyy...i'm going crazy w all those damn overdue bills here and there and OMG...our apartment was literally INFESTED with millipedes! i didnt even dare to step into the house so i actually slept at kelly's frens' house -.- was sooooo thankful for mom and her who helped me clean up! there were almost a hundred of those icky gross things in the bathtub alone! BUT ANYWAYS...
sch's starting tmr! cant believe i've gotta restart my rusty brain aft 3mths! wanna thank u 2 darlings so much for the present! they're now nicely hanged on my bedroom wall, together with the gorgeous (haha><) rose! u'll really give the greatest presents! 1 broken sofa (this one's debatable XP), 1 pretty scrapbook filled with unglam pics, lyrics to 2 songs that made me cry everytime i read and 17 lovely photos! they're the best gifts. period.
so thanks dears! hopefully i'll see u'll online often in the wkends...this semester's lessons dont really allow me to go online at a suitable time to chat with u'll ):
I MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSS YOU SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH
u'll better save some money and get ur butts down here asap after As!
oh, and, better think twice about studying abroad w/o ur parents...really not that great...
LOVES,
ap2
/these little acts of love.