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SHERRIYITONGAPRIL
Friday, February 13, 2009 ' 12:24 PM Y
All of a sudden no one's by my side.
It's forcing me to grow up, Fast.
But i am already at the brink of breaking down.
losing it completely.
Or maybe simply 'Homesick' ?

I have no idea how much longer i can take it before i blow up right infront of her. I'm so sorry, never did i mean to disrespect her, but i just just just can't control my temper and keep it all together anymore. I just can't.
I know she misses my dad, her life back there and wants to go back soon....well so do I.
But why why why cant she ever think about how i feel too, do i have none to her?
why am i always the one she blames?
am i that immature as she thinks i am?
Won't she let me have a minute of feeling guilt-free for my decision?
She has no idea how bad i feel for putting her in this situation. She thinks that i'm taking it all for granted. I'm not! I do realise how fortunate i am, i really do!
I can't believe how foolish i was wanting to come back all these years. Thinking how happy i'd be. But apparently, as usual, things just don't go our way isnt it. Would it be better if she went back? Maybe?

'Are you ok?' you might ask.
No. I can't even pretend to respond 'yes, everything's fine' anymore.

Darls, I'm terribly sorry for flooding this blog with such unhappiness, but there's no other outlet for me to spill it all out.

april







silently screaming inside

/these little acts of love.


loved





Girls ;Y

{ three musketeers }


April Twu
180492
tkgs
austin community college
university of texas @ austin

Sherri Goh
030692
cedar girls'
victoria junior college

Koh Yi Tong
020292
raffles girls'
raffles instituition junior college

We're three girls with 9 years worth of friendship. Inseperable, and yeah, we'll blow your mind out.


Loves ;Y

Opera Estate Primary School
6 jupiter 2004

Mutterings ;Y


Rolls ;Y
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • February 2010
  • April 2010
  • May 2010
  • August 2010



    • Exits ;Y

    Sherri